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[January 27, 2010 | 11:59 PM] |
Not fair at all lor. Fuck.
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[January 24, 2010 | 10:14 PM] |
I went to visit my father at the niche in the church today. It always comforts me to sit on the clumsy foldable ladder and stare at the photograph of him smiling. Guess I needed that sense of comfort. I need a hug badly :( I can still remember very clearly the day my dad left us. It looked exactly like a scene in a hospital out of some tv drama series. The family stands outside the ICU while watching the doctors scurry around, trying to save the patient's lives. They do everything they can think of, just so they can tell us that they've done everything they could. I remember freezing up when the doctor stepped out and told my mum what happened. That's the moment when you feel the regret; that you never bothered appreciating the person for anything while he was still around. All the times you wished he would just disappear and stop bothering you. All the times you wish he didn't exist, because he treated you unfairly - yes Clare you little bitch you thought it was unfair back then. Tsk. And then that's when you start to mature I guess. I miss my father. I wonder if my life would have turned out this way if he had never left. Would I have changed into this person I am today or would I have become someone else.
Oh well no point regretting.
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[January 14, 2010 | 01:55 AM] |
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心如刀割
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| [Love from the sexiest blackberry of all time:] |
[January 07, 2010 | 04:31 PM] |
I hate it when people flood the lecturer with a million questions that are totally unrelated. JUST LET HIM MOVE ONNNNNN
angst
Oh, heehee it feels weird to be back in schooool.
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| [Love from the sexiest blackberry of all time:] |
[December 24, 2009 | 05:16 PM] |
My laptop has died on me which means I officially have nothing to do at home anymore. Now I'm just sitting at my desk (on a chair omfg this feels wrong) fliipping through school yearbooks and old magazines.
I love my blackberry but IT'S NOT ENOUGH. Woe is me :(
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| [Love from the sexiest blackberry of all time:] |
[December 21, 2009 | 10:43 AM] |
I have 5 more official days of work here at this ugh place and today is the day I try all the drinks in the pantry. I've dumped out 3 cups already, though. :/
I shall go back to looking busy and frowning at computers and telephones now. (Y)
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[December 07, 2009 | 10:56 PM] |
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| HAPPY BIRTHDAY!!!! |
[December 01, 2009 | 12:00 AM] |
Dear Taufiq,
I loooove you
& happy 22nd
birthday
to youuu
♥,
Clare
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